Because you think im gonna do something to need to my life. But I don’t even smoke orut drink or have sex. I just like seeing my boyfriend, since I see him like once every three years outside of school. I don’t even feel like I did anything wrong. But if you find out, I’ll be a disgrace again. Im ready to leave. Im too old for all of this. Im not going to become the person you were when you where a kid.
I’ve been taking to God, asking for just a little help with you. Im waiting for his full answer.
I need freedom. And sleep.
Theg have the prettiest saree’s. I wish I could wear them.
Real mad cuz I woke up this morning and expected to be all beautiful and perfect and stuff cuz I’m 18 now. I still look like ultimate shit.
Seriously though. What if it’s not enough?!?!?! Ahhhhhhhh. DEATH.